May 2000 – Age 14 Dear Jesus, Things are such a mess right now. I just feel like I am on my own. I feel like I am too short, have no talent at basketball. I really have no…
Category: The Past
This Wondering Feeling
May 6, 2000 – Age 14 Sometimes you just have this wondering feeling. It’s like you are on the verge of “something”. Something that is nothing, but.. well, I guess ink and paper are things that can never fully portray…
Dear No One
April 29, 2000 – Age 14 Dear,…. well dear, no one I guess. Anyways, Dear Journal, I am writing to you right now because I guess I have nothing better to do. Last night me, Andy, and some of his…
I Have A Weird Feeling
February, 27 2000 – Age 14 I just got back from Chichi and Panachel (splled wrong). I got some gooddeals there. I just watched the matrix. I feel weird. I mean it. I just have a weird, maybe bad feeling. …
They Deserve Much Better
February 24, 2000 – Age 14 Well, I guess my promise to write every day never came true. Today I counted clothes at the Dreamer Center. After that I went to a restaurant (bar) with some of the group. I…
A New Century
From the Present: If it weren’t for Y2K, I would have eaten far less instant mashed potatoes. My parents bought into the hype that something big and apocalypse-ish could strike when the numbers rolled over from 1999 to 2000. So…
My Life Has Changed A Lot
From the Past: December 27th, 1999 – Age 14 Wow has it been a while since I wrote anything. I guess you could say my life has changed–a lot. For the better I think. Well since I wrote last I…
My Life
From the Past: May 2, 1999 – Age 13 Sup homy G. Just got back from BS camp. It is funny what a fricken fucked up sense of reality I have. I make my life hell for myself and I…
Times of Trouble
From the Present: This journal the first time I remember doing this: writing a letter to myself in the future. Recently a roommate of mine a sealed letter on my bed that said, “Luke Tomorrow” written on it. “Whose is…
Masturbating Inside The Catholic Church
From the Present: Well, not literally inside a church (though surely it’s been done). But this journal entry deals with masturbating while being a Catholic and buying into The Church’s teaching on masturbation–that it’s a mortal sin and you’ll go to hell if…
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