November 2000 – Age 15

Well I just read my last entry. Here is how things are. I was born in Montana and from the ages of 1-5 living there I enjoyed the joys of childhood bliss.

I moved to North Dakota when I was six and went to normal school from up until 4th grade. Those years were good and so was my first two of homeschooling. Somewhere around 6th and 7th grade I got the feeling of isolation and longed for new friends and friends that were female.

Also along this time I lost my dad (not really, but I witnessed something at the time that estranged me from him for years to come), which was hard. He was already lost, I just did not know.

Eight grade sucked.

Now I guess I have people, but I don’t feel like part of a group. Once links of a chain dry in a circle, it is hard to add another.

I feel depressed and I think if I build on it, I think it could get bad at a psychological level. I guess it is the same as May, 2000.

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